About Me

Columbia, MD, United States
I am a 25 year old single father of three. My children Kennedy, Charlie, and Danni are my inspiration in what I do every day!

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Why are we Friends Again?

I am going to make this one short and sweet. Anybody ever had that one friend that is only your friend when they need something? As soon as they do not need you for something they blow you off. I am 100% certain that we all have at one point, but I could be wrong.

I know that I have a "friend" like that right now. It seems that when this person's world is in shambles I am supposed to be the one that picks them up off the ground. However, when things are good I am no longer a friend. Hell, I am beginning to think that I do not even exist to this person. This is something that is really starting to wear on my last nerve. Actually it has already worn down to the last nerve, hit the bone, and come out the other side. I am so sick of being a friend to somebody who cannot pull their head out of their own ass, or whoever elses ass it is stuck up right now. I cannot stand someone who wants to lie about being a friend. What really gets my goat is that this person will try to make you feel like it is all your fault. Let's just hit the brakes right there for a second. I am not the person with a split personality. I have FRIENDS; I do not leave my FRIENDS hanging without an explanation. I am a FRIEND no matter what time of day it is or who is around. This day in age in seems people are all so busy pretending to be somebody they are not that it takes a long time to get the real person. Looks like that I have found out that I actually do not like this person at all.

What to do now I suppose you are all wondering? To me it seems real clear. I repay the favor and do nothing at all. I mean, this decision has basically been made for me right? This person has made it so easy to not want to have anything to do with them that I almost do not know what to do with myself. I hope this person comes to me with a problem again so I can tell that I do not care. Or I hope they need someone to talk to so I have the opportunity to not answer my cell. I hope that we make plans to do something so I have the chance time and time again to leave them hanging without any explanation whatsoever. The best part is that this person has made me think this way about them. Just when cause when this person comes back around I am simply not going to be there. I do not need friends like that, nobody does. I know that I am able to walk away from this feeling good about myself, I wonder if this person can too?...I doubt it!

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